eh think what you want of me, i think i came across wrong with this and gave you a bad sense of who i am. i haven't spent the last 15 years raping what i love. i see myself more as a historian almost. i wasn't there when it all went down and a lot of those people who were have nothing to do with my life/music anymore so i want to preserve things from that time. anyway sorry i came across like a dick, i didn't mean for it at all.